I'd like to say that what you saw was what you got back then, but I'd probably be wrong.

[Breaking eye contact finally, he rubs the back of his neck uncomfortably. Just not hiding that he's not chill with this.]

I've never gotten to stop and not be okay. Not after the underworld, the furnace, the mountain, you, Camel Ridge, DBK...I just move on. I don't know how to, and I don't know that it's something I want to be able to do. It's easier to be okay. That's all.

[Because no one has ever asked or given the time. Because he's good at being cheerful and playing it off.]